BEAUTIFUL BABY BLUE, SKY THAT'S LOOKING UP AT YOU.

pelvis_owns @ 2006-04-01T20:48:00

2006-04-02T02:01:01Z

My Friends suck.
I only have two real friend i can count on.
Those are Amanda and Natalie.
that was my Friday.
+some good news i found out.

Today (saturday) was funnn.
I got Pranked by Matt and Amanda.
Then Amanda and i visited Luaren and ended up babysitting.
It was funny because Sammie is cute!
And then we hungout with John and went to 7-11 and got slurpees mmm.
Then I left =[.

Tomorrow im going to sleep
Then go to Johns house and pratice Caesar with my group
Then do homework.

and i just love Amanda.
if you ever meet her, and she doesnt hate you, then you are lucky.

you didnt know where to look so you looked at my hands.

2006-03-04T18:10:43Z

LAYER ONE
-- Name: Sara
-- Birthday: Feb 18 1990
-- Birthplace: Fattivelle, NC
-- Current Location: Virginia beach
-- Eye color: blue/green
-- Hair color: dirty blonde/light brown
-- Height: 5'4
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac sign: aquarius

LAYER TWO
-- Heritage: native american/ some european counrty
-- Shoes you wore today: none yet
-- Your weakness: a really good song.
-- Your fears: rejection
-- Goal you’d like to achieve: there are many

LAYER THREE
-- Most overused phrase on AIM: haha
-- First thought when waking up: i cant wait to take a nap when i get home.
-- Best physical feature: i like my eyes.
-- Bedtime: as soon as im done with everything

LAYER FOUR (do you)
-- Smoke: nope
-- Curse: when im mad
-- Sing: every chance i can
-- Shower: you could say that.... hahaha
-- Crush: yes
-- Think you’ve been in love: no i dont i ever will be
-- Want to go to college: oh so bad
-- Like high school: sometimes
-- Want to get married: not under the government, the number one reason for divorce thesse days is money, i dont want that.
-- Think you’re attractive: every once in a while, most of the time no.

LAYER SIX (in the past month have you)
-- Drank alcohol: nope
-- Smoked: nope
-- Done drugs: nope
-- Had sex: nope
-- Made out: nope
-- Gone to the mall: no
-- Been on stage: yes
-- Made homemade cookies: yes
-- Gone skinny dipping: nope
-- Dyed your hair: nope im too scared to dye my hair

LAYER SEVEN (ever)
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: no
-- If so, was it mixed company: no
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no
-- Been caught "doing something": no
-- Been called a tease: no
-- Gotten beaten up: no
-- Shoplifted: like a clip
-- Changed who you were to fit in: nope

LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: no set time or age
-- Number of children: im not sure
-- Dream Wedding: small and happy
-- How do you want to die: old age
-- Where do you want to go to college: saralourance or berkely or some music collage
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: a singer

LAYER NINE
-- Last car ride: dropping off amanda
-- Last good cry: its been a while where it was good
-- Last book read: Julius Caesar
-- Last crush: umm..
-- Last phone call: last night
-- Last time showered: yesterday morning
-- Last cd played: a good one.
-- Last song downloaded: These words
-- Last annoyance: some "friend" of mine being on srping break and doesnt even call to ahngout let alone call to say anything. lkadhg
-- Last disappointment: a phone call i didnt get. =[
-- Last soda drink: water
-- Last sleep: last night, maybe a nap later
-- Last IM: amanda
-- Last time wanting to die: ummm, its been a while
-- Last time hugged: Jeff from the early november
-- Last time you were slapped in the ass: i dont know, probably leanne on thursday
-- Last lipstick used: i used chapstick this morning
-- Last time someone made you cry: the last time someone made me cry on purpose was in 8th grade
-- Last time someone wrote something sweet to you: amanda, for my birthday
-- Last time someone wrote you a funny note: leanne sometime
-- Last time dancing: lastnighttttttttttttttttttt =]
-- Last show attended: Early November. ,asdf =]]]]]]

Day of the Week: saturday
Dad's Name: Greg
Essential Make-Up Item: i dont think its essential, but eyeshadow
Favorite Actor/Actress: Leanardo Decapreio and Johnny Depp
Gold or Silver: silver
Hometown: virginia beach
Instruments You Play: guitarish and i sing so i guess my voice
Job Title: hopefully fresh market soon
Living arrangements: my moms house. my home
Mom's name: Robbie
Number of socks you own: a lot, we share
Overnight hospital stays: when i was born
Phobia: dark streets, intersections, mean people
Quote you like: pay it forward
Siblings: 2 sisters and a brother
Time you woke up today: 10:04
Vicious thing you've done: i dont know
Your Favorite Season: i love something about every season
Zodiac Sign: aquarius

*****
How many pairs of shoes do you own? quite a few, we share
Who do you blame for your mood today? tonight
Have you ever seen a dead body? yes,my grandparents.
What should we do with all the stupid people? let them be, just ignore them.
Do you watch the local news? sometimes
How Big is your bed? twin, but i love it.
*****
Current Clothing: my favorite pink pj pants in the world a saosin shirt and a adidas jacket.
Current Mood: blaa.
Current Taste: water
Current Hair: dirty
Current Annoyance: im cold, very cold
Current Smell: the smell of cold.
Current thing you should be doing instead of this Survey: getting clean
Current Jewelry: earings and lip ring and bracletts
Current Favorite Celeb: not sure
Current Music: good music
Current Wish: i could magicaly find some socks in front of me so i dont have to go upstaris and get them. thats only the small one.
Current Regret: none
Current Desktop Picture: honorary title
Current Disappointment: a phone call i didnt get
Current IM/Person you are talking To: no one
Current Avoidance: my dad and money talk.
Current Things on your Wall: a new orleans mask a claender a dream catcher a mirrora cd player
Current Favorite Movie: Moulin Rouge, Imaginary heros, and some others
*****
How Many...

Places have you lived In? 2
Countries have you been to? only here
Languages can you speak fluently? one
Shows have you been to this month? one
Friends would you call close? Leanne, Amanda, Natalie
****
Piercings = ears, lip
Tattoos = None
Height= 5'4
Shoe size = i dont even know. i wear a lot
Hair color = light brown/dirty blonde.

Last:
Movie you rented = elizabethtown
Movie you bought= i dont know
CD you bought/burned = a cd from amanda.

Do:
You Wish you could live Somewhere else = sometimes
You think about Suicide = nope
You want more Piercings = nope
You like cleaning = when things are just too messy
You like roller coasters = yeah
You write cursive or print = print

For or Against:
Suicide = against
Killing People = against
Teenage Smoking = against for me.
Driving Drunk = against
Gay/Lesbian relationships= for
Soap Operas = sure
*****
What time is it now? 12:25 PM
Apples or Bananas? both
Blue or Red? red
Walmart or Target? target
Spring or Fall? right now i want spring
What are you gonna do after you finish this? shower

What:
Shampoo do you use = biloge or this sam stuff
Shoes do you wear =vans
Are you scared of = rejection

Favorite:
5 letter word: id have to take a lot of time that about that
Color: purple

Person who last:
Slept in your bed: me
Slept With You: leanne
Saw you cry: leanne
Yelled at you: mom
Sent you an email: some junk crappy place

Last:
Last noise you heard? my mom in the kitchen and music
Last smell you sniffed? my dog
Last time you went out of state? summer august?
Book you read? completly Diary

Friendship/Love:
Do you believe in love at first sight? maybe
Do you want children one day & if so, how many? i dont know how many
Most important thing to you in a friendship is? honesty

Other Info:
Criminal record? no
Virgin? yeah
Pets? dogs
What makes you happy? sleep, beingwarm, music, family friends, cute houses

Have You Ever:
Cried over a girl = yeah, a friend
Cried over a boy = no. waste of time.
Lied to someone= yeah
Been in a fist fight = with my sisters
Had Sex = no
Eaten a bug = no
Kept a secret from everyone: yeah
Cried During a movie: yeah
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: only my sunday, i watch shows with my family
Wished you were the opposite sex: Yes
Thought you were going to die: Yes
Wanted to Run away: yes
Flunked a grade: no
Ran away: when i was younger, not a big deal though
Skipped a grade: no
Moved: to many times
Attempted to commit suicide: no
Thought about it: no
Been arrested: no
Gotten drunk: no
Been in Love: no
Smoked: yes
Drank: no
Been suspended: no
Cheated On A Test: Yes
Cheated On A Boy/Girlfriend: no
Been In The Hospital: Yes
Fell asleep in the bath: i wish i could, its so comftorable
Gone to Church: yes
Been on a hike: haha yes
Been to camp: yeah worst time of my life
Gone a week w/out shaving: yeah
Didn't wash your hair for a week: hahaha not yet
Broken something valuable: yeah
Been in a tornado: yeah
Knew you were in love: noooo
Streaked in the streets: no
Been Skinny-dipping: yes
Screamed at someone for no reason: yeah
Been in a fight: yeah
Been hurt by someone you loved: yeah
Been attacked: yeah
Stayed on the phone for over 3 hours: yeah

FIRST JOB: no job yet

FIRST SCREEN NAME: something along the lines of sarabeara

FIRST SELF-PURCHASED ALBUM: i dont know

FIRST FUNERAL: my granddaddy

FIRST PIERCING/TATTOO: ears

FIRST CREDIT CARD: don't have one

FIRST TRUE LOVE: singing

FIRST ENEMY: i only have one enemy

FIRST BIG TRIP: probably flordia with my dad

FIRST CONCERT: Chagico

FIRST MUSICIAN YOU REMEMBER HEARING IN YOUR HOUSE: garth brooks i think

LAST BIG CAR RIDE: norfolk if that counts?

LAST KISS: i kissed my mom when i said good morning

LAST LIBRARY BOOK: someting in middle school

LAST MOVIE SEEN: elizabeth town

LAST BEVERAGE DRANK: water

LAST FOOD CONSUMED: pizza and a cake thing

LAST PHONE CALL: natalie

LAST CD PLAYED: the weakerthans

LAST ANNOYANCE: colddd

LAST ICE CREAM EATEN: vinilla

LAST TIME SCOLDED: yesterday

LAST SHIRT WORN: saosin shirt

LAST WEBPAGE VISITED: some postcard website

LAST LOVE: singing/ music

pelvis_owns @ 2006-01-26T20:11:00

2006-01-27T01:11:33Z

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I WANNA LOVE YOU (Bob Marley)

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i have this song stuck in my head.
its good.

mmhmmm

2006-01-21T14:58:26Z

Marleigh and i sure do know how to work the floor.
Go us.

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ya know?

2006-01-15T00:29:59Z

I want a Bird. the only thing that is stopping me from saving up my own money for getting it is the fact that my mom would have to pay 500 fucking stupid dollars to the rentguy for a "pet deposite". its a creature that isnt even a foot long nor wide! but thats 500 dollars worth of something right there. but i also think she is making an excuse for it b/c she doesnt want me to get one. i dont understand. im not irrepsonsible. im not an idoit. i would pay for things mayself. i think she maybe thinks i wouldnt pay for things myself. well i would. there is nothing else i desire. except curtians for my room b/c i hate those stupid blinds. and gas. i mean thats the only thing that would cost me sugnifagent(?) money.

have you ever wanted to be somewhere else or wanted something to change for the better so bad you just couldnt move. it happened to me in my car today at the movie rental store after my mom and i got in a pointless fight about how im not going to get a bird, but if i were too. she left and i didnt feel like being around people so i stayed in the car. it was raining and the wind was blowing so hard the entire car shook (that was scary). but i wanted to disapear so bad i couldnt move. it happens.i was listneing to I just wanna wake up if thats the name of the song by Mae. but i do.

School is a blurr. i really dont think people realize some things they do or the way they act. so stupid. so pointless.you wont know 99% of those people in 7 years. maybe even 6. and you are still a teenager. if you are doing so many stupid things now, what are you going to be like when you are older. i mean you are still in the 20% tile of your life. you still have more than 80% left. why? just why?
2 more years. wow thats a lot.

some people are geniune though. hopefully they will stay that way and Maya wont effect their Ataman too much.

Matt and i Started a band. not a meatal core band, or a crazy energetic band just a two person acoustic type band. ill be sining and he will be sturmming on the guitar. id say we are a good match for music. when we get things together, come support us! thanks. ill fill people in on that.
have a nice day,week, month, year, &life.

Lets Go Already.

2006-01-08T19:41:57Z

I cant wait till i get my licenes.

My head is about to explode.
My goodness, things are happening too much.
Maybe it will make the time between Now and May 18th go faster.

Wow. im watching the saddest movie.
I scared of death.
I hope its like this movie.
Its kinda weird though because Hillary Duff is in this movie as a little girl.
crazy to see how people change.

Time to read.

WHY CANT YO U READ ME.

2005-12-30T01:48:38Z

All i hear is bullshit bullshit bullshit.
You are like a person who gets famous and forgets about the little poeple, dont get me wrong, im proud and happy for you, but how can i tell you this if you dont fucking talk to me.
Get over yourself and change back.
Fuck your private school

well you know what... im throwing away all the starburst rappers i saved for you.

AH;lkDHSf;lkadhfgakdfhg;aodfhg
ahhhh.
We used to laugh, now its akward.
this sucks.

~~Friends~~

Once in a blue moon.

2005-12-17T01:44:25Z

Things I hate:
EDIT I hate the most when things are made a big deal of, Im not that kind of person, so dont act like I am.
-Chapped lips.
-I cant spell.
-loneliness but not having the courage to meet someone.
- dry skin.
-the fact that one of my really good friends says she misses me so much but never calls me, or talks to me.
-plaque.
-people waking me up in annoying ways.
-the fact that i havent talked to my best friend in a while, well i say since tuesday is a while.
-the rule that if you are late to class more than three times, you get a detention.
-the way teachers shove projects down your throat right beofre any "big" break so you are stressed out of your mind.
-sold out shows that one of your four favorite bands is playing in, and you dont have a ticket.
-waking up before 8.
-the fact that I never go to the SPCA.
-the way that when you are singing if you doing hold your body just right or breath enough or have enough energy behind your voice, it sounds like shit.
-the people at my school, except for a select few.
-being hot.
-wanting something so bad, but you dont know how to get it.
-mean, shallow, ignorant people.
-kids who are 15 and 16 but do drugs like there is no tomorrow, and dont realize that they are fucking up the next 50-60 years they could have left to live.
-guys and girls who say i love you before two weeks into their relationship.
-when people say things just to make you feel stupid.
-when people say the words, "Your names all start with "s"!" like we didnt already know.
-and then follow that question with what are your parents names.
-being alone sometimes, but the being around people.
-the fact that i like someone.
-bieng shy.
-not having my license.
-cavities.
-my sisters arent here, i wanna hangout with them, BUT stevie =].
-people who judge other people by the music they listen to, i say whatever makes you happy,whatever you love, listen to it, thats what music is for.
- exclamation marks. ( i only use them for special occausions)
-when people stop listening to bands because in thier eyes they have "sold out". so what exactly is your ambition when you are a misician? certanlinly not to let everyone enjoy the music you make, b.c after you have a certain number of fans you are "gay". RIGHT. Uh.
-everyone wants to be a musician, but not everyone has musical talent.(at least they try?)
-When people joke me for being a vegetarian.
-probably a lot more, but im going to watch a movie with my mom.

i just needed to make a list to get things out of my head.
do what you please.

just to let you know i have a list of things i love, and i think its longer. but like i said, movie time.

yea.

2005-09-14T19:55:23Z

I have two choices to make and they both end up with bad things.

But ive made my choice and i think and hope its for the best.
Things are gonna change slowly.
I hope it doesnt hurt too much.

we will see.

Grapes.

2005-08-30T17:34:15Z

I hate change. Well bad change.
Things have been horrible.
And Amanda is a ture friend.

But i did see Bryce yesterday at the mall. it was really nice seeing her b.c i miss her. and gettin a hug from Marietta (spelling?) was sweet too.

Things just need to get better.

Kiss

2005-07-20T06:56:19Z

I'm really doing this now. Amanda has finally worn off on me and i really like it.

Roseanne is a great show. It makes me pretty happy.

Im leaving for AL on saturday. im really excited to see all my family.

Im tired, so im going to sleep.

like my layout?!
thankyou so much amanda. if you were wondering what you were getting paid with, its my pure and true love. sounds good, right?

lovelovelovelove

pelvis_owns @ 2005-05-28T13:55:00

2005-05-28T18:07:13Z

So...
I'm at Bryce's Foley's house rght now. It has been great fun. Watching endless seasons of Gilmore Girls and eating heart attack cake, what more could you ask for. Plus hangingout with Chelsea, Foley, Kristi, Marietta, and Bryce. Pretty cool, huh? And i found out from Kristi about my cards and im a 7 of Dimonds and a King of Hearts, that means that im very good with my family and im have potential to be rich... I also have a special birthday b/c it's the same as Justins and there are only a couple of people i can get along with. hahaha. Oh and dance partys are pretty awesome as well. But we are so cool b/c we dance to Spice Girls and gay stuff like that, but what can i say, fun times. And this morning Chelsea made pretty good panckaes considering that i don't like pancakes. haha but i was full on cake, mann was it good. Ha, well so much for not updating, i kinda like a live journal sometimes. Ha.
Peace out.

Smith.

Only for You.

2005-03-27T22:54:44Z

Well im cool now only for Dicker.
and im kinda talking to myself here b/c as of right now i have no friends what so ever.
haha so im cool.
and it took me about 2 years to get this thing.
and im really retarted and dont get how to do it but i guess ill figure it out sooner or later.
well this is for you dicker and i hope ou enjoy reading mine as much as i enjoy reading yours.
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